On my communication with The Divine

Please know that G-d speaks to us through our loved ones, as he first spoke with Moses in the image of his father. Also, please note, what I am saying to you is not from a religious point of view, as I am not considering myself as such. Nor am I a scholar of theological knowledge.  I only can tell you what I know based on my experiences that started since I was a child, growing up in a country where any religion and its knowledge was forbidden and not spoken about.

However, G-d did not need and did not ask anyone’s permission to communicate with me then or now. Nor did He (G-d) care that the government and many other people denied him and claimed the he did not exist. As a child, having not yet been taught “for” or “against” G-d, I felt his presence without even knowing what that was. As I would go to the forest collecting herbs, I would be guided which one I should take and which one I should not touch. Many times in my life I was guided by messages (dreams and visions) from my grandparents and friends who were no longer with me in the physical form, or from other divine forces in the form of voices.

I shared those stories and my experiences with my family. I had nothing to hide and I wanted them (my children) to also know and be educated about it as well. We openly talked about it in our family, about G-d and what I knew about it. When Boris would get frustrated with me for not giving  him enough privacy, I would tell him the following : “Oh, you don’t think that you have privacy right now, wait till I am dead, then I will be all over you for sure.”

Well, the joke is on me now, as Boruch is all around me, watching me, guiding me and teaching me. Even arguing with me as he did before.

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